84 iWannaBe w/you Now&4Ever, Crazy Stranded, New gospel Beginning, [Sylvester's] He's My God

[Part 3 of 0310 He's My God.buttonbelly, tracks 11-15]::warning::no new tracks in this episode, I just played the Roland XP30 drums/bass/bgvs on top of the original cassette tape recordings from Sep/Oct 2003 so quality is even lower {:( than usual [;) Still, I wanna be with you NOW AND FOREVER (2:10) It's rather peculiar, most people think that I am doing something wrong and I gotta tell you, I feel STRANDED, CRAZY stranded! (6:19) No complain here for a NEW GOSPEL paradigm as long as it inoculates my mediocrity (9:58) A NEW BEGINNING hopefully but maybe I'm just rehashing yesterday's trash (11:46) HE'S MY GOD (words by Z Hoxie's friend Sylvester from Duluth).

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83 Tootin' My Own Horn, The Lonely Mile, Feel Only 4U Only, The Button In Her Belly

On my 2nd truckin' trek to California, TOOTIN' MY OWN HORN is all I know so there you go! And don't worry, you are NOT hurting my feelings either way (4:48) They say where there's a will there's a way so here I go shame-walking THE LONELY MILE that stands between your heart and mine (8:16) Share the love, it's amazing! {my ditty from another kitty}(8:46) How come I feel lonely THINKING OF YOU ONLY? If you hear a bump in the night it's me trying to make sense of this monstrosity (11:27) Another 2 am indigestion-induced metaphor lullaby about future parenthood back in the day: "I want to play with THE BUTTON IN HER BELLY".

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82 Going Anyways, No More In The Woods, Love & Grief, Alone in the World

Episode released from my youth home in Mandalay, Bogotá, Colombia, where the 1993 tapes come from but NOT this one which is from April 2003 in Buford, Georgia (2:18) I don't know where I'm going, but I'm GOING ANYWAYS...I got my system in place to find a way to survive and figure out where to go after this, 'cause I'm prone to follow in my dreams...so help me pull through 'cause I'm going all the way! (5:50) I'm NOT IN THE WOODS anymore, lyrics inspired after watching a Michael Jackson documentary on Netflix c/o the McDonough HomeDepot's wifi (9:06) All the LOVE AND GRIEF in this life...all I need is someone to share it with, if you come with me I'll show you what I mean; you are the one for me but I want you to be free and choose me for yourself; I need your love and company to share everything, the wellness and disease, the rose and the thorn... (13:08) Amy shared leadership insights from teamplayers Disney and Co. from Joaquín and Santiago's shared birthday rite of passage in Orlando, I'm heading back to Georgia from my home in Bogotá having spent quality time with abuelita, mami and sisters, back to feeling all ALONE IN THE WORLD. 

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81 [in memoriam ABL] Let Us Love, Like A River, Precious, Deeper + John 3:16 au Franglais

This episode is dedicated to the memory of my father, Alfredo de Jesús Bernal Londoño, who moved on yesterday morning to a higher sphere after 84 fruitful years on this earth. Nunca te olvidaré, papito lindo [Part 2 of NovDec '04 LetUsLove] "A new commandment He gave to us, that we love one another as He loved us, so LET US LOVE and forgive one another, always..." But then again, who will sacrifice for one another, who's gonna pay the price to make amends, who's gonna love and be like Jesus? (4:54) Your LOVE is LIKE a RIVER, like the mountains, like just awesome! (6:46) I need you Lord, I need your presence, I need your Word to renew my soul...You're so PRECIOUS, precious, precious to my soul (8:38) Words can only say so much when I need to express my heart: "I love you, I need you"... I long to grow deeper, DEEPER IN LOVE with You (9:53) In my bedroom in Mandalay having just returned from San Andrés Isla, a 1996 recording with my baby sister Maribel singing the words of JOHN 3:16 in French, oui monsieur! Then with Amy in English 10 yrs later in our Buford home (12:26) Have I told you lately that I love you, my brother, sister, mother, father? The new new commandment is Let Us Love!

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